its that time of the year again ;; and this girl here has aged for the 16th time of her life

its that time of the year again ;; and once again im in LUST

its that time of the year again ;; and im battling//weighing//gaining//losing relationships - all at once

its that time of the year again ;; and everything has become extremely festive , commercialized , sparkly

its that time of the year again ;; and i feel lonely again

its that time of the year again ;; and i cant wait to be that much nearer to what i want

and its that time of the year again ;; yes , its time for shoutouts

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The 16th Golden Globe Awards 2007 - This Is MY Life

welcome to another year of faboulos productions, masterpieces and memories which will go down in history. emotions soar through these pieces some of which come together like first love others may combat like great warriors. but all in all, in the end its all part of this world, my world.

so without further ado i bring to you, your nominees for this year.

first up . NSGs

my "group" . 1) rebecca.cui . we've gone through another year and our relationship has remained quite steady. we've had our TIGHT times and times where we fallout but thankfully those times are short lived. despite what you think , you are one of my most loved in the group and i wish you all the best in year 11 2008 (:

                  2) linda.shen . you . are . whole . dont understand the meaning of that ? well simply according to my dictionary, i define you as one of the most beautiful people. you are smart and understanding ;; cute and cuddly ;; yet at the same time you can be slutty but very pretty (: you and your crazy self is what i love most about you and i hope we continue our longlived 4 year friendship <3 i love you shen !

                  3) yaein.kim . well yae we started off this year with a bad chapter. continuous bitching and misunderstanding. but hate is love aye? after a rocky start, it has just brought us closer so im glad in that sense. i can never thank you enough for being there when im down and listening to me talk about the same things over and over and over and over again. THANKYOU SO MUCH YAE ! im so serious i love you so much and i dearly respect and treasure what we have. thankyou again and hope u have fun in 2008 !

                  4) rose.zhang . funtimes in maths . funtimes in science . funtimes in english . we've been together in almost every class this year and man have we gone crazy sometimes. i remember very clearly when you walked in the first day with BRIGHT red hair (: you make my days sometimes with what you do / say in class, with your typical asian food, with your very sharp laughter. sometimes you make me feel unhappy with what you say, how you act. but the good definitely outweighs the bad. happy times with eric babe <3 love you lotssssss

                  5) yineng.liu . 'you're way too beautiful girl ~' and thats exactly what you are. smart. talented. and gorgeous. you have a very bubbly personality and determined to finish what you start. wish you and kevin the very very best and lots of love in 2008 !

                  6) vivian.luo . vivianluo.luo.luobee. haha what can i say. you of all people have changed the least personality-wise. you have a beautiful soul and so fun to be with. COMPLETELY psycho but thats what people love about you (: i for one, felt that i had lots of fun times with you ! have a GREAT 2008, otherhalf !

                  7) sarah.koo . it was almost gonna be all good this year. but hey, we cant always get what we ask for (: doesnt matter, we have all of next year and the next to make things all good again and i really hope you give me that opportunity to. you are very understanding and i just want to say one thing to you, something very important.

"you have to be DECISIVE . and think for youself"

have a merry christmas and happy 2008 !

                  8) sooji.kim . well i can certainly say our friendship has gone downhill a bit since last year. but that doesnt mean i dont and didnt enjoy what we had/have experienced together. you are a really fun person to be around when you're happy and veryvery stylish. hope to get on better terms with you in 2008 (:

                  9) jessica.leung . leung you came to the group just recently but our friendship had begun long before then. from concert to concert you have grown and matured. constantly changing. but never inside. you are still the same jessica i met in year 8 and hope you continue to be (: have a lovely time in hongkong and happy new year !

my closest . 1) yvonne.lui . BABES! you yes YOU are one of the BIGGEST playing characters in my life. NO JOKES. we share everything. well i do anyway and i hope know that we will continue to be extremely good friends for the rest of eternity. lol yes im cheesy and you love that. i will never forget the times we've shared whether it be jigging, tutoring or just days out and about. have a REAAAAALLY good time in taiwan love, and i shall see you in 2008 ! MUAH

                  2) vivian.tham . haha you're probably so sick of me by now. constantly whining about weight, boys, lamble. but i enjoyed your presence at least (: probably the best part about you is that being around you is so easy and carefree. and becos you are so asian haha. well have a great christmas hun and happy new year !

                  3) yvonne.young . wai von you fob ! towards the end of this year we got so much closer and im so glad we did ^^ its has been great getting to know you better and i never get sick of talking endlessly on the phone with you. being with you makes me happy already and when you are ultra sorpor i just cant stop laughing. you understand SO much about life, everytime i talk to you i discover something new to put in my library (: i will see you soon !

                  4) catherine.lam . you are so cute when you sleep. so cute when you talk. so cute when you eat. just completely and wholly cute. you are never hard to talk to and commerce just would not be the same without you. just continue to be you because you are a classic. even if we drift away in the future i will never forget you. but we wont (: party through life and 2008 should be a breeze . kisskiss =p

                  5) jenny.lee . beautiful (: deemed the prettiest girl in the grade definitely lives to the standard of being nice both in and out. to describe you in one word would be so hard becos one word would never be enough to describe someone like you. you are everything most girls would want and everything all guys want ;] it was great healing our relationship this year and i hope our friendship remains intact ! love muchly and love always <3

                  6) amy.wang . i love this girl. you are completely mad ! i have enjoyed so many conversations with you about your longggg list of SBs and NSBs and allllllll them other guyss. you are a socialfreak and everyone just loves your personality. and guess what? me too <3 so i hope to hear more about michael sin and ham and everybody else in your life cos friends for life hunn (: merry 2008

                  7) jessica.fung . only one thing . enjoy 2008 being fung/tung !

jokes. you and your boyfriend are so cute. but not nearly as cute as me and you ! hahaha it has been yet again a great year for us, and hope our relationship continues blooms as much as richard and yours ! love you lots shorty xx

next up . the new-found-friends

                  1) becky.chan

                  2) michael.zhang

                  3) matt.gale

                  4) jeffwin

                  5) jono.tham

                  6) katt

                  7) geoff

                  8) marxy

although new, friends like you guys are definitely worth staking out on. it may only be short exchanges of greetings and farewells for now but hopefully it wont be for long. i hope that im investing in the right friendships and that i'll gain full and and enjoyable profit of good times in return. a toast for the future (:

and . moments shared with

                  1) george.chen . well our moment was definitely there. shortlived but still existant. when with you, it brought out a whole new aspect of myself and one which i enjoy now. ive become more outgoing and all thanks to you. enjoy 2008 and hope to keep in touch (: happy 19th again

                  2) cjon.ying . its good how we went. from dirty dancing with a stranger to good friends then boyfriend and now back to friends again. when im 18 we can come full circle and you can take me dancing again haha. you have brought to me experiences new and old and we have shared memorable moments together both fun and times which were not-so-fun. but overall i think it was a good thing we had and we have learnt and matured from our mistakes. have great times in 2008 and best of luck with hellen !!  

then . reconnecting with the old

                  1) gigi.wong

                  2) maggie.yu

                  3) serena.loke

                  4) jeffery.tse

                  5) darren.seonario

to all of you : its has just been absolutely fabulous to finally catch up/reunite with you guys this year. especially gigi which i have not seen since year 2 ! but yeah everyone else it was soooooooo good to just simply see you guys again and hope to keep in touch ! have an exciting 2008 guys (:

finally . THE TIGHTEST

                  0) felicity.wilson . do i even need to say anything?!?! you read me so well, sometimes even better than myself. i cant imagine what life would be without you supporting me. i cant imagine what i would do without your opinions on everything. and i cant imagine how i would cope without knowing that you've always got my back. cos you got mine and i love you muchly. our friendship is everlasting despite hardly seeing each other ;; we always catch up from where we left off last. its been a hard time for you lately and get better soon okay? have a reaaly nice holiday and forget everything in this year and start afresh for 2008. enjoy india as you would hongkong babe. merry christmas <3

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walking once more down the hall of fame, looking back at the memories which hang glistening on the wall, another year has past and i have learnt many things off all these people who have been exceptional golden globe actors in my award winning year of 2007. i thank them all for letting me be a part of their their busy lives. i look forward to work with these stars again next year for a bigger and better production.